I am so determined to fall more in love with life. intentionally romanticising the walks I am on, the birds chirping, the blooming nature around me, the water in my cup of tea turning from a light peach tone to a dark pink, the poetry I write, the things I am learning, my handwriting, dozing off while sitting in front of my window, all of it and more. I have to take a closer look at the little things that make my heart beat faster.
“Sometimes there is no next time, no timeouts, and no second chance. Sometimes it’s now or never.”— Alan Bennett
“I basically have two moods: either let’s do something spontaneous and awesome, or let’s just lie down in bed all day and forget the world exists.”— Unknown
avril was right life IS like this you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty you promised me i’d never find you faking no no no
Talking about 2021
2021 was very healing for me. I did lots of healing. Lots of crying, lots of anger. Lots of finding myself, letting go of the past, letting go of limiting beliefs, etc. I went through plenty dark times so I could see my true self. So I could understand my trauma, my emotions and even others. I learned a lot about myself this past year. I learned that I’m not perfect. I’ve made mistakes (like humans do) and I’ve learned from those mistakes. This year, I unlearned plenty and learned even more. I focused on myself and my healing. I took steps to heal my inner child (she’s still healing but she’s doing her best) and I had to do things that broke me. That broke her. I had to let go of people, you know, cut people off. It’s still hard knowing certain things. Life is never going to easy but it’s not bad. Life is a roller coaster. Ups and downs. It’s not pretty (especially healing) but I got this far. You got this far. Stop beating yourself up. Stop it. You’re doing your best and you’re gonna continue to do your best. Be proud of how far you’ve come. We as humans are always changing. So don’t say you haven’t changed. I know you have. You may not see the changes but they are there. Listen, you did it! That’s a huge and amazing thing! You got through this hectic year! You even got through 2020! Do you know how awesome and strong you are? You are everything! 2022 is yours! It’s yours! Win after win after win! You got this! You’re gonna continue to heal, grow, and go after your dreams! Keep learning about you! Live your life! There are no limitations! You got this babe! I love you and I hope you love you too! I’m so proud of you!❤️
P.S HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🎆
